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Name: Malia
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 2/6/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: people interest me a lot-you can never know someone well enough!
Expertise: anything artistic or having to do with creativity, smiling and laughing :-)
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
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Member Since:
2/21/2004
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| Ahh. So now I'm in Hawaii at my grandma's house "with" my fire baby...but I don't know if I feel like calling him that right now. He's asleep and it's raining. We got here on friday and I was such a pain to him on friday and saturday-I was acting like an "x-friend" that I know...I couldn't believe myself. I mean, I don't know if it was all me...but it definately had something to do with this big conversation Roman (my producer) and I had. To make a complicated story basic, I basically felt very critized about my body, my talent, my taste, my personality-jhust every aspect and it was HARD to take let me tell you. I know all these big stars say "go for your dreams" and everythign like that-but I have just had a taste of it, right-and I will tell you DO NOT under any circumstance attempt to become a performer unless you truly love it-the music and acting buisness is harsh and you need to be ready for ANYTHING. You must have the confidence, be able to stand your ground and KNOW WHO YOU ARE...also "KNOW YOUR RIGHTS" as Angelina Jolie's tatoo says. You must be in love with it-and to know that you love something, you must eperience EVERYTING that goes along with it, once you have and you still can't let go of that dream-THEN i say go for it. ANYWAYS, so in Hawaii-I should be HAPPY and FUN. I was better yesterday I'm alright today-we went to Pearl Harbor-I watched the movie last night too for the first time. I HATE WAR. Good movie though. So I don't know, Todd was really annoyed with me I could tell the day before yesterday and friday...so I was kinda worried today and yesterday. He's not much of the PDA type AT ALL and he is just cuddly when we are alone and he wants to be...so It's kind of hard for me since I am a VERY sensual person. I really do like him though and I like spending time with him....I just hope my mood swings don't ruin things. I am willing to try if others try-just if reciprocity takes its corse, things work out evenly, then it wil be ok NO MATTER WHAT.  | | |
|  I feel happy today, tierd, yes, but happy. I started my day off with some coconut cream pie and english breakfast tea, mm. I'm going to leave for rehersal at around 3:15 and then probably get back at 9-oh yeah....but the show is a week from today!!! http://www.newyorkmusicfest.com/ there's the link to the event for anyone who's interested-we are under "Strawberry & Butterfly". I feel so pretty today and I look so good....I wonder if I really do look different...or it's just my outlook? Maybe it is just all in ones head, huh. | | |
|  OMG, I AM OVERWHELMED WITH THOUGHT StrberyChclat8D [3:08 AM]: i feel like it's different this time, i don't feel like i'm just playing the game. StrberyChclat8D [3:11 AM]: but he is different in many ways that just draw me, and for once, i dont want it to be just about the sex CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS? MALIA NICOLE, STRAWBERRY, has a boyfriend, ok, there, I said it, damn, it's out, out of my system. i just think he really thinks highly of me and just wants to be with me and lie next to me, u know? I didn't see this coming, I really didn't see this coming at all. The fireman I kissed, Todd-in the "two AMs" July 17th, 2004. We talked about it for hours outside of my house. I can't believe I finally found someone who reflects all the beauty I see in my self and sees that SAME beauty in me-AND IT'S REAL. StrberyChclat8D [3:23 AM]: i just feel like a kid, in someways i will always be a kid, becasue i loved when i was 10 and under and some parts of me will never leave that....but I think I'm growing up, really, growing up...to a level I couln't understand before. FEELING the kind of person he is just makes me want to cry. I never thought anyone else in the world existed. I LOVE the idea of people who can feel pain, who are tourtured, who can love, who have been hurt. God, you have given me so much and I thank you eternally for all you have done, but please God, don't let me EVER hurt him, I must not hurt him. | | |
|  I kissed a fireman today. lol ok, i went boogie bording-if you want to come with me-let me know, i am a sea creature. I NEVER GIVE UP AND I NEVER GIVE UP ON PEOPLE IF YOU OPEN YOUR HEART TO ME AND BE TRUE I WILL OPEN MY HEART TO YOU....I decided that a wonderful and necesary triat for a friend or girlfriend or boyfriend to have is faith in people, they don't give up on people-people should forgive and try to help. I know this not only from my experience of being hurt but how I could have potentially hurt a couple of people in the past by giving up on them. Please, if you don't listen to anything I say, please remeber never to give up on people you love. OK, TELL ME-if you had reason to believe your friend, one of your best friends was UNSTABLE, do you think it would be right to tell them that you think they are unstable, tell them you don't care, and then leave them? I'm sorry, but I just can't get that one thing out of my head, so for now, I'll get it off my chest, I know everybody has hard times-this is one of mine. | | |
|  hehehe, I'm in a goofy mood. I had my first job training...It was fun-I clicked with this guy from Burlingame HS (graduate) so that was good, whew. LOL, I said I never tried "pot" and he came back with "....so, what DO you do for fun?" I was smooth, he was good lookin though Italian/Brazilian. I must say, not bad for a rate of $17.50 (not the guy, the job pay )...not to be pessimistic, but I want to know how big "the catch" is gonna be. Naw, I'm staying pretty positive overall, I'm proud. Awww, I have my little Vici back (my big kitten) he is sooo precious and sweet. He has a cold! But he is sleeping now. I worked out at the club today-it felt sooo good-I'm starting my routine up again-my picture on my card is really cute too, I look 15-better than my hideous liscense!! eeek.
OKAY, so this is what I was thinking about in traffic on the damned bay bridge all alone with the lovely $3 toll (but I have Fast Track now, wooo): There are different names for different kinds of female chest anatomy/mamamaries. Here, I will define them, and let me know if you think of another good one or two. 1.BREASTS-(cupB-D)full, roundish, smallish nipples, smooth skin, slightly lifted 2.BOOBS-(cupC-D)full, more tear-drop shape, medium-sized nipples, smooth-medium skin, cleavage 3.BOOBIES-(cupA-B) roundish, any sized nipples, lifted, little bit of cleavage 4.TITS-(cupC-D)tear-drop, turned up nipples w/ tendancy to get hard, "perky", any skin type, average distance appart 5.TITTIES-(cupA-B) tear-drop, nipples very turned up, always hard, no cleavage, very "perky"6.JUGS-(cupD-DD)very full, either tear drop or round, any size nipples, smooth skin 7.MAMMIES-(cupA-D) these are a type of BREAST. HOWEVER, they are only, and I mean only found on a very athletic female with a perfectly toned body. They are very firm. They are the most desirable form of all. Excedingly rare. (they must be real) 8.MAMMAPLASTIES-(cupC-DD) yup, you guessed it. Implants. BUT, implants that turned out as desired-any shape ALRIGHT, those are the ones I thought of, I believe myself to have BREASTS, ask me if you wanna know what I think you have-if you are a girl of corse, I will probably have a good guess. Hope you were truely enlightened. | | |
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